So, I have that passing thought and tell myself to turn it over to God. We were out shopping last night and the woman at the cash register kept telling us how beautiful we were - weird, I know, but she was really very sweet and genuine; she then said how our children were going to be very beautiful too. Normally, I would think how sweet it was to hear that and then not think much of it. Of course, in my current state, I say "God, I hear you and I know you're sending me a sign! Thank you!!" We left and I just couldn't stop smiling inside.
When I woke up this morning with a still high temp, I really felt like it was another sign that it was in God's hands. When I tested again this morning (Day10) and got a BFN, I was actually ok with that. Sure I was hopeful, but I am content to wait and see what happens.